SouLMate?

L-O-V-E is in da room. My very Best Galfriend has fallen in Love. haha. He is a guy actually.
SO i have to congrats him for findin his special someone. How i hope tt happens to mi too? Oh so i have few more long mothns till my bir come upons. I give myself this period to pray for some special hope. So yea. Hope all my girls in the clique Rockefeller cld able to find tt SOul mate...
CHaow
JOnes[Yan]

Duh?

A dread of day. I desperately needed some sleep. to engnise myself. Maybe a movie wld do. Of savourin the fav food of mine. I lost in wat the teacher's eplaination in class right now. Too tired to bother bout anythin.
these few days, i was so busy with the assignments. Really put my effort n focus in it. DOesn't feel as stressed as in the past. Maybe i leant to cope w it. Now, i'm tryin to divert most of my attention into work n films. So i wldn't have much time imagining those pessimistic thoughts.
I'm not really in a good mood now. Not feelin hyper at all. Muz have been PIssed by somebody.
who kept askin mi ques-wantin to noe the ans.
Look, i dun even noe so how cld i even learn to explain? Duh!

CHaow
JOnes[YAN]

TOugh Road

Days after the whole mess happens.. It feels so long. I"m much much better now. i ud u nana. TT post i written was on the day when i feel all alone n no one was there. But i slowly realise tt u have ur own problems too... I shldn't have feel tt way towards ya.. But it's over.. N i growin- growin to be a more independent n confidence lady.. Yea.. u will support mi.. COs we both have one another.
Sorry if the postin i make previously makes u sad. But tt was in the past, the days when i aalmost driven to depression.
HANg in there. U goona make it thru. I Have had gone thru the worst moment of my life.
So i believe u absolutely have the strenght to keep goin on no matter how dark or rocky the path is. Cos u'r one tough girl! I have Faith in ya
U'r STRONG[Super-woman]

CHaow
Jones[YAn]

itz all beautiful

hello.. grL, all is over we've got to move on although we're all barely hangin on. Itz kinda sad tt u dun ud me. We've been frenz 4 almost 5 yrs. I dun tink i need to xplain myself. But all tt matters is tt we noe we've got each other k. So ttz all, i wanna say.. I wanna see DINESH in school. HaHHAaaa..

jiggy luv,
Nana

Said Goodbye to E Past

I have learn to let go. Let go of things tt's been borthin mi for so long. Things will be better for mi & e pp hu Care. I've to learn to stay Strong & independent. No use keep livin in the past, cos wat matter most is wat u do n how u live ur life NOW. I learn tt. Those past few days, i have teared enough. Now, it time for mi to be be wat i wan & wat i am. HeCK cAre wat other thin & their opinions' of mi. I live in my own life. Wat matter most is the Friends tt care for mi & my family. Nothin else is impt than this.
Thank u for wakin mi up from this nightmare

CHaow
JOnes[YaN]

Stay strong...

Hey birdie, i noe u feel like shit tiz few days...I noe how it feels... It sux to thinkn worry of watz goin to happen. U muz ud tt life's like tt. We can be thre 4 u, console u but at de end of de day, u'll always end up alone. We all dun wanna be lonely, but i think loneliness has bcum part of life. I car e4 u, i do..rest assure k. U shld juz noe tt u're a gd person n believe in tt. God helps the good.. So smile always ya...

jiggy luv,
Nana-yr best mate ;P

Life's like tt

Mm... i actually haf a lot to say but all tt i can rmbr rite now is tt my future is somehow put on hold. N the past 2 days had been extremely oh so dramatic.Firstly, ties were severe. I thought it was really stupid n funny sumhow but sum ppl juz like dramas. I feel for de 4 grls who cried. It was unfair 4 dem. Guys spell T-R-O-U-B-L-E. So grls try to stay away 4 dem. N secondly, my specializaton is under the scrunity of being YANKED!! Im angry but at de same time im glad tt it happened. It woke me up real hard, givin me much more motivation to wake up in de morning. It taught me to really NEVER take things 4 granted. N to my best mate, please juz let things go. I noe itz hard but de more u hang on to it, de more damage it'll do. I noe u're tryin to stay strong, well u're doin a damn well job so keep tryin k... U always haf me bside u k all de grls in french babes..

jiggy luv,
Nana bLooM

2 consecutive Days of horrible events happen. This is the worst moments of my life! I badly in need of someone.
Btw, i watched a french movie-''Les Choristes''. It is an Awesome movie. I love the story. It is one tt filled w pure simple love n geniune kindness a man can offer.
It also contains a sweet sense of warmth. The way the director shot the film & it is protray to the audience was splendid. It begins w an old successful musician who receive the news tt his mum had passed away. At night, when he is alone in the house, he was suprised by an uninvited guest which he had not seen for 50 years. And the whole touchin story begins fr there.
It is a Must watched movie. Though the story itself is similar to other movies, But the director have managed to shoot it in such particular way tt it differ fr the rest. The director delivered a great movie fr a simple story tt able to capture all the people's heart.
I give it a 10/10!

YAN

Yesterday was A rough Day for Mi & Siti. It like a ride of rollercoasta.
Tt's IT. I guess! It is lika a mirror. Once it's Broken, u can't glue it back no matter wat. For it's in pieces now.When come to think about it, i find it was a very stupid incident. In the future, if pp ever came out n ask wat happen to our group , how u gonna ans them? bcos of one 'prata'' incident.. I came to realise tt the more u wanted sth n u forced it, the more the thing wouldn't work out no matter wat. Real Friends are when u ud one another deep in the heart. N despite no meetin for ages, u still can click when meet up w another. There is no point Keep meetin & meetin n only to result in tension buildin up between a friendship.
I also learn another great lesson yesterday. In sec, Evrythin is more pure & simple. THe friendships made r geniune. But in poly, Things r so much complicated. Ways too far.. The incident was really immature. That is not how friends n friends talk where by one is kinda of blamin the other. There is no one to blame. It is everyone's at fault. It juz Bcos of miscommunication N mistimin N wrong attitude tt result in a inevtitable horrible incident.
Can't We juz talk like mature adults. N things wound't happen like tt? i guess the wole thins is too late now.
Wat i extremely mad was tt one of the guys shouted at my friend! How cld u do tt! U r a guy. How cld u shouted at a girl? i was mad w Rage tt i really feel like fightin w him. This is not the way u talk to a girl!
I can assure the fact tt i can nv ever click w tt particular guy anymore. I have been toleratin his attitude till tt moment- till i BLASTED out at him!
I dunnoe wat it likes to see u guys in skool again. I wan to pretend tt nth happens. Tt everythin is juz a dream, unfortunately i couldn't. i may able to let go , may able to forgive But i wld nv Forget. The hurt is there. The pain is there. It can nv be washed away.
PP r not wat u see. I have internal problems w my ownself too. i'm complicated.
So does tt classifed mi as Anti social when i dun mixed around. Dun comment anythin till u really knew someone. I have this huge problem tt is botherin mi often n resultin in y i acted weird at times n dun mixed around.
I guess tt is all i have to say. I dun blame anyone. I dun need sympathy. This is juz an incident tt brin lot of hurt to many others. Unfortunatly i juz one of 'em.

YAN

Gosh .. Dunno wat got into my com.. There is this window keep appearin, signifyin tt my com is infected with spy ware. WAT ThE HELL>? i Hate Computers! They Really give mi BIG headaches.. So many virus thingy n pOp up Ads.. I'm so mad w rage now! Damn. Days away b4 my bro comes home. i can't wait for him to Fix tt Bloody problem.
Btw, went w e class to eat Prata this noon. It was a very late Breakfast i had indeed. I was losin my patience after all the Delayin n Waitin-n my stomach juz keep makin loud noises. I will get mad when i'm damn hungry & hasn't eaten for long hours. it Juz a natural Reaction. TT's juz Mi. Dun be Surprised if U see my Face Pissed off.
Few Reasons tt Probably Cld PissEd mi off badly! 1. No FOod/Damn Hungry 2. Encounters W Sacarstic pp[Especially] 3.GOtta ACCUSED of stuff I nv even Did.

Well, Lif is juz like tt. FUll of Shitty & Crappy pp juz placed into This world to deliberately make other's life miserable..
BtW, Today's prata IS Heavenly Delicious. Especially The BaNaNa Prata. SEDUP

ChaOW,
Jones[YAN]